And the days become so boring, moments become so usual, time goes by just like the way it should be, clock is ticking and it is heard so annoying.
Even wherever I might be, I just always try to look for you. In the middle of these don’t care faces, try to find a smiling face I recognize. Cause you mean to me, and I just to find the fairy way to show you.

But, I am the good pretender as just like the way I am.
People say that I am in love. But sometime I say I am in a trouble.
Sometimes I am sure that stars are twinkling specially for me, but I know I am just awaken and I realize that they don’t. They shine just for everyone.
Sometimes I believe that we are under the same night sky, and starring the same moon, and it could be the only way for you to feel me, that I am missing you badly. But, I come to a fact that actually it is not.

All I can do is just build my own world, where you are there. The world where I can be hurt. And we are there , dancing under the moon light, laughing at a joke that only we both know where the funny part is, just you in and me in a perfect and special ambience . The only world that make me so extraordinary, and so real as if it truly happen. But it just only in my dream and I don’t wanna wake up.

But I still heard the clock is ticking and it is heard so annoying. But I ask to life whatever it takes, just give me a chance to prove that happiness is possible, and just give me one moment in time to let you know that once you have my heart, so it will be forever.

I am whispering your name before I fall a sleep, hope I got you here, in my dreams, in the mean time I realize you deserve to have a better all. So I won’t be wondering yet feeling sad, for the reason why if you never come.